A Time to Rejoice!
Cancer Free!
From James W. Goll
Yes, Good News travels fast, at least through FaceBook and Twitter!
What is the good news?…I am cancer free!
By the grace of God, by the prayers of the saints, with the combined efforts of the medical community and the stripes that Jesus Christ bore on the cross of Calvary, on Wednesday, October 7th, 2009, I got the long awaited news that I am cnacer free. So join me as I rejoice in this long awaited news which we have expected in FAITH, that I am cancer free!
Heaven is full of rejoicing as God's grace has again manifested
on earth and in this earthen vessel. I am weeping with gratitude and overcome with every emotion imaginable. My four kids are stunned and so happy! I remember Michal Ann’s last word sent from heaven to me, “Never, Never, Never, Never Give Up!” A battle has been won and some good ole perseverance in the Spirit has paid off.
It has been a long 8-year struggle that I have had with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma cancer. But today at the Cancer Treatment Center of America in Zion, Illinois, I received the news that ALL cancer is gone from my body and ALL the growths have MELTED! I was stunned when I heard the news! I asked the oncologist to tell me at least 5 times. The PET and CT scan and all 3 doctors confirmed the good report – I am free of cancer!
What Was the Key?
The Lord gave me a word in June of 2009 based out of Psalm 84 through Julie Meyer a prophetic psalmist and friend. The word said I would pass through the valley of weeping and appear before the Lord in ZION and go from strength to strength. It confirmed my direction and I have undergone treatment in Zion, Illinois. I have been passing through the long deep valley of weeping and I shall gain new strength.
So how did it happen? I really do not know, I am just glad it has! I know this – I got prayer from many ministers of the Gospel; intercession went up from the Global Prayer Movement; I got the best medical treatment the world has to offer; I ate right, drank right, did this and did that…. But you know what? When we have done all, we are left in a desperate place, because we cannot do it all!
Then God…. Then God…. Then God…. I threw myself these past few months in a place of abandoned desperation once again. I had no other place to go. At times I wanted to run and hide and pull the covers over my head. As a family we have lost and have gone through so much! The departure of my dear wife one year ago just about did me in. On the heels of that, I was hit with the report of an increase of cancer activity in my own body, this was the third or fourth time in eight years I had heard this.
What was I to do? I could only trust while I was in this dark place of my life. I felt like I was once again blind Bartimaeus groping in the darkness, as I constantly cried out for Jesus to stop by my house. As I had done years ago, I shouted as loud as I could while walking on our farm in Franklin, TN, “Over here, right now!” and I know that many others cried out to the Messiah for new life to come again to me.
But then God!
Either God had to act in my behalf, or in a matter of time I knew I would be joining the great cloud of witnesses myself. Part of me longed for eternity. But I, and many of you with me, fought until I could hardly fight any more. I spoke to my inner man, my spirit man, to stay for the sake of my children… to stay for the sake of the testimony of Jesus… but then I also had to decide that I wanted to stay for myself… my course was not yet finished.
I had to learn that it was actually not enough to fight for the sake of others. I had to fight when I felt like quitting. I had to rest; and I had to learn the rhythm of God. And yet I had to trust that time is in His hands… I was torn between the polar opposites of the free will of man and the sovereignty of God.
And then yesterday I got the amazing and shocking news. “All cancer is gone from your body and all the growths have melted!” Now, I still have a ways to go in rebuilding my system. My white blood cell count and my platelet’s are very low. But I will make it! I will yet arise and I will bless the name of the Lord my God.
So PLEASE continue to speak life to my body and blood. Speak life to my being. Help me to declare full restoration in Jesus name! And if you need healing, let’s believe together for your healing… your breakthrough… your provision. I thank the Lord for He is good!
To God Be the Glory!
I am grateful…. I am broken…. I am stunned…. I am undone…. Our Father is so amazing! Jesus is so amazing! The Holy Spirit is so amazing! God’s ways are so amazing! Oh my, His ways are a mystery. But, Praise the Lord! Yes, in the time of the Feast of Tabernacles, let’s just Praise the Lord!
To God Be All the Glory!
James W. Goll
